Mr Wolfie's blog: "my dark days!"

created on 12/30/2006 | http://fubar.com/my-dark-days/b38986

posted on 09/01/2007&nbs-07:00;@&nbs-07:00;05:09&nbs-07:00;am

BACK! and the shadows followed me
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Hi all Wolfie here! Mmmmm it has been too long indeed!.... I have just realized that I have indeed forgotten to post a new blog!.... well I have made it safely to Sydney and am now trying to find a job!...... it’s not too bad here I love it! There is someone I want to meet! Loll…… and someone that I regret meeting in my old days….. I still feel the pain of losing her! She didn’t know how much I cared for her!... how much I truly enjoyed talking to her and just being there for her to talk to and get things off her plate……. But I guess that’s my role in life ay?.... just to listen and then to leave…. It’s what I’m good at!... I should have become a social worker or a phicoligest! Lmao……. Like that would have happened!..... Anyway! I’m sooooooo just sitting here bored and listening to gothic metal as per normal! And just can’t get shannan off my mind! It’s been a while since I last talked to her and the last thing I said still burns in my mind!... like a venom! Slowly killing me and tearing my heart to tatters!..... Mmmm oh well…. There is a voice in my head that tells me I tried!.... why should I care now!.... but then I know that this is one voice I should not listen too… she was a dear friend to me and I miss her…. I miss a great many friends…. So many that have just given up and moved on so many that are just too busy to talk and some that just could not give a dam!....... I think I should not be surprised about this at all! It’s just something that I am used to and something I should just nod and say “ah well there goes another one” and walk away……. But I don’t! I feel the pain over and over again! Some people thought I would change when I moved into Sue’s place with her! But no…. I have not changed I have just hidden what I truly am from the world! And all I can do to let it go is to walk…. Long and hard…. Just walk and think!...... thankfully there are plenty of places for me to walk too! There is a nice beach just down the road called Brighton….. and there is a big park up the road as well!.... Plenty of streets to lose myself in… and just plan get lost! Lol…. Regardless my magic has been neglected until now! I am starting up again! And with a vengeance!.... I have just finished adding three more powerful spells to my grimorie…. What can I say…. Nothing! Muahahahahahhaha Anyhow…. I’m kinda lost right now so I’m going to go for a wander in my mind for a little!... shall write again soon!... Your lord and master Image Hosted by ImageShack.us