so as most of you know i have this guy that I recently met after months and months of chatting online an on here... well when i met him i felt a spark and now it sucks that we are atleast 9hrs away from each other and its not like we can jump in our cas and meet half way
he has his career and life, then I have my life here in NY which at this time I dont want to abandon too soon but yet desperatly what out of this town
so right now I am so beyond frustrated and I'm having a hard time smiling all the time
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
just venting