Lost the Lover
you'll never again see
that part
that goes into the night
once lost
and never found again
so broken
by your casual neglect, lover
so dying
lie in this moment alone
as this
Sit, Hero
so sit with her
on this night
hold her
solve her problems
and the other will live or die
to live painted black
whore to the moment forever
or die and dissappoint
because you lead them to an empass
faith and hope a cruel leash
as you held their hand
as you do
a gentle shove
to push them on the way
but you didn't look ahead
so sit with your new victim
as your last one is lost
Heart Rape
could it be more cruel
than the survived moments
to give a taste of romance
and a chaser of rejection
so when life taught the lesson
that kindness is not rewarded
loyalty is betrayed
that love does not last
where did you expect her to go?
but into a place of darkness
and never return
Shameful Regret
it is a shameful thing to regret
what you lost
when you walked from her
but stand and walk on angel
as you are meant to
young as you claim to be
to survive this shallow loss
because the poetry was empty
the heart was only there
in moments of lonely intoxication
embrace the reality of pain
as she does
so easy to see how wrong
the love was
so some day
we can say it was so long ago
and perhaps the hearts will have healed
wanted you
needed you
loved you
lost you to you
