sooooooooooo wow so much is going on in here this has been one crazy has year let me tell u lets see i got married on valentines day then a few months later i had to have surgery cause i had cervical cancer but i got threw that thanks to my sis sheri dont know what im gonna do with her gone shes my lifeline.then theres my wonderful regular problems and stress with family stress with my husband then this week my mom went to the hospital she lost like half her blood has more heart problems and something with her tyroid so im worried about her and my sister left and went on the run my moms house is all trashed......umm my husband who i love more then anything in the world...i jsut feel so off with him liek were not connected anymore and it sacres me cause he says there nothing wrong and i feel like im not number one to hi like he takes me for granted and it hurts and i dont know what to do cause he gets mad if i bring it up and says im bitching well yeah im gonna fuck let me get shit off my chest without a fight and it wont sound like bitching ya know ok going to bed now gonna finishs the rant tomorrow
