Annelid's blog: "Ramblings,thoughts and assorted stuff"

I don't get fubar.. I suspect that 90% of the things uttered in a lounge goes right over my head. But then again, I'm not the demographic fubar is aimed towards. I suppose if your a slang slinging youngster...heh...than it's the place for you. Talk about feeling way out of touch...it's like the cyber version of HS. I mean, I know i have some issues ( the understatement of the year folks) one of them being obsessiveness. I soooo want to delete the account but like a blackhole or vortex i can't escape.... Not that I care what people say on fu...or what qutesy messages get left ... it's the whole possessiveness thing... I have the hardest time letting things go... Now don't get me wrong...I've met alot of nice people here...some of which I like alot (alot)... but I know deep down inside..it's just words on a screen. A flashing cursor.. Nothing will ever come of the words exchanged on fubar... I curse the day I subscribed to fubar...really. ----------------------- I'm sitting here...with tears welling up in my eyes. I won't go into details..as I've typed it out sooo many times before... G0d, what the hell happened to my life? Where did I go wrong? What's my recourse? I guess I shall be the proverbial cork being taken for the ride on the waves of life....go for the ride so to speak.... So yes, I'm trying to hold on...but my grasp is slipping....