Mz Infinite Blue's blog: "A woman fed up"

Stuck in my head and cant get out reflecting and rejecting the random thoughts My mind starts to race and chest begins to swell my depression creeps back and I feel like I'm in hell The music is the only thing that slows and drowns the pain and static of the average day I push it back and bury it deep and pray it goes away avoidance is my key to success so my method will never change Smiling on the outside and planning on the in no one was a clue how close I come to sin Doesn't matter cause I scratch the thought and go to sleep only to repeat the cycle again