SoOoOo yeah, yesterday was better than the day before. Alex came and got me from work <3 listening to him to try to grasp the concept of directions was humerous.. Men and directions..do not mix..at all haha. We couldnt decide what to do so we drove around. Took the road by my house.. Looked at "xmas lights". Haha, I love being navigator <3 I pointed out reindur.. Haha which was alot.. Apparently people in York like the light up reindur.. Pathetic really.We did a big circle.. Ended up on Reynolds Mill, Im like OoO Douchebags house is by here BOOOO nah no cold blood. But I did say yea I was on this road alot.. and I mentioned Ricky the Racoon. Good timez Manda good times. Than around 900pm we came back to my house from our adventure.. I realized he likes to go around corners at like 50 mph.. I was kinda shakie on that.. Ever downshift at 50 mph in a Mustang when its stick? Its scary as hell haha. I was like "Watch for Rudolph the ReinDURRR" and got "Yes dear" from him like 5 times.. Im like deer? I got meh back scratched till like Manda came.. mwahaha Around 930ish Manda came and got me from meh house.. well parking lot.. I saw her pull in and ducked.. hahahaha Im so evil, she was all walkin down to my house I was like What do I dooooo? So I had to scream her name. Shes like where are you? Im thinking up your butt now get over here dammit.. We went to the mall, I finished meh xmas shopping for Mom and basically almost done wif Dad. I didnt start Manda Panda yet.. Rut rooo. I hate xmas right now.. But shit happens. So yea the xmas party is tonite.. Matt house.. Im iffy.. But Im brining Manda Panda and Alex. That should be good. Ill get "whos that" like a trillion times, refering to Alex.. Although two of my aunts already saw Alex and gave me a werid look.. Eh, oh well. Im allowed to have male friends dammit! I noticed I have alot more guy friends than I did before.. Its scary really.. Anyway, Bryce is gunna be there at the party.. that'll be interesting. I showed him some of my other pics.. Yea hahahaha.. (Nothing too horrible) Some lady at work last nite was liek you lost alot of weight Sarah.. Im like is that code for I was fat? My ass is smaller..Theres also a bruise on it.. Yea, FUCKER.. Ill get him back.. So I was going to ask Alex what it was, wether I was fat but hes only known me for a month.. so i decided not to because him and I already had that conversation on assets..hahahaha. Yeah Also came to conclusion Mandas a mexican magnent.. I get black guys.. Wtf is up with that? I mean I get looked up and down by these guys when theres a guy standing right beside me..No respect dammit.. NO RESPECT. I literally hid at kmart the other day..hahahaha " Shh they cant see me." So yea.. Crazy Scary. I might go see Matt at the graveyard sometime this week or next week. I dunno, Imma talk to Bryce about it. Im scared. I hate graveyards. Holiday party at work today.. Fun fun. Than Im off till Saturday. WHOOOO. Yeah.. Im tired of working four days in a row.. IT SUCKS. Im going duckpin bowling Friday. Im kinda iffy on that... hahaha I was like to Alex and Amanda, dont be surprised if I take out a window.. roflmao.. Be afraid..Be very afraid. Daves not going.. Eh. I have complex feelings on that kid. He asks to many questions about Alex and I. Yea it gets annoying.. My parents dont ask questions, why should he be able too.. Welp thats about it.. Im going to go leave some ppl some lovin' than get meh shower.. Happy Holidays, because apparently.. Merry Christmas is not politically correct according to Amanda.. Roflmao.. <3 Sarah
"Each day I wake up wondering who die will day today, wether Ill live tomorrow, each day I wake up to wondering how thin my bloods running, how bad my nerves are, each day I wake up to wether my mom will live another day, each day I wake up to guilt and remorse about Mathew, each day I wonder how I'll be hurt, each day I cry silently and you do not notice most likely, each day I ask myself why, each day I wonder more and more..." - Sarah-Ann
Remember the Name - Matthew, shits changing mad fast. My whole personality is overturning, I care even less than before. Trust no one. Keep your friends close.. and your enemies even closer.. I open myself up just to allow critizism in and anger out. Silently wishing each day lastest shorter and shorter. Nobody has an idea of what Im thinking.
