One night in the pool,Bob was saying something cute,to cheer Jesse up, and then it happened. They had been seeing each other every night , except Friday, (the only night he set aside for his other lady friend),for a total of 3 months.
" I love you" Jesse murmured naturally, diving in the water, praying he didn't hear it, she couldn't believe she said it.This love shit was not part of the bargain, she didn't have the time , or energy for a relationship, and she wasn't quite sure he even wanted her.
Bob wasn't sure if he heard the girl right. Did she just tell him that she loved him? as soon as she said it, she dove underwater and didn't give him any time to respond, maybe he mis- heard it, he was getting senile he thought. He was developing feelings for her, but is this what he wanted? She was so damned sexy, and he admired her strength. The harder she fought for those damn kids, the more he desired her. She was a fighter , that's for sure, sure 20 years ago, if they had met, but now, What, was he thinking 20 yrs ago she would only be 10 Years old for god sake. He would roll that one sentence over and over in his head, trying to find out different sceneries to make it work, but he never found one. That night in the pool was the first time he realized the feelings developing in him . He must never let her know, he knew in his heart it could never work, and he could never break her heart. He loved her too much to much to lead her on. Their relationship would have to stay the same, he couldn't be what she needed so he would have to give her the only thing he could. He showed her he loved her, by their lovemaking, he gave into her desires, her lusts and the paradise that they shared would continue, but on his terms.It had to be that way. He at that moment, never shared with her, that he had heard it, although he was secretly glad to hear it, because secretly, he felt the same way, and that's the way he like it.
