I just got into a new relationship in november and I thought it was gonna be a good one. Boy was I wrong...I found out a few days ago that he has been sleeping with his ex gf for about the same amount of time that we have been together. Boy this motherfucker had me going...I introduced him to my family, they all liked him. I really cared for him and in the end he hurts me.
What makes it worse is that we were friends before we even started dating. Been friends for a few years so that makes this even harder. I almost ruined a good friendship for this guy and look what it got me...I was finally rady to emabrk on an awesome relationship and hopefully be happy for once , but in the end I just got screwed over. This is why I do what I do. This is why I do the random hook up thing, because I know that I cant get hurt with random hook ups.
For once I wanted the real thing and decided to take a chance and all it did was break my heart.
I really hope that there are some decent guys out there because I am seriously having doubts about that.....
maybe my biggets problem is that im messing with boys and not men....I guess i just need to learn to distinguish a man from a boy...
im tired of being hurt.....I just wanna meet someone who is for real and not about games....is that ever gonna be possible????
