So .. It's been a while since I've made some poetry but it was always a favorite thing to do . Back in the saddle, here we go...
Dellusional Doll
On the surface I'm okay, everything is fine, not stressed
Pop a pill to drown the feelings that label me depressed
Depressed regressed .. placing no blame
Experience grows but habits stay same
Being okay with the hollow ..it's a hiding place
With curtains of make up and dressed up in lace.
Soak up the attention in a make believe place
The hollow widens with each passing day
Swallowed alive by this facade I play
Minutes tick by , then hours and years
Pleads of passion that fall on deaf ears
So.. pop another pill the depression will fade
Do up your face in a brand new shade
Get prettied up like a good girl should be
Put on display for all to see
Such a sweet dolly with skin so fair
Painted on smiles and done up your hair
Like a beautiful trophy that's kept away
This empty void is growing each day
Take a sip ..or maybe two
If the pill doesn't help the liquor will do
Masking the pain for a little while ...
As the dolly paints on another smile