Lost, Hidden
within myself.
Dark lips
shaken heart,
Every cut,
to accept what
I am not.
She watches as
every mistake
trickle from my
crying wounds.
I do not judge her,
She is here
to take my
pain away.
to cradle my doubt
and my fear
and embrace my
weakness.
I am sheltered
in her presence.
the wine stains
my arms.
Glass shatters.
and there is
a scream.
could it be
my own.
I am so far from
Myself.
Where have I gone,
what have I done?
The light fades
and she is gone
she has left
me.
I am left in
my grey veil
Satisfied in
my departure,
The others work
to find me,
to fix what has
broken.
They will not
succeed,
I am lost to
the world and me.