Ok so anyone who has read my last blog entry or talked to me knows that I was talking to someone who said they had cancer. I was told on Thursday night supposedly by his nephew that he had tried to take his vent tube out and was going into surgery. Then yesterday, his status on Yahoo IM said that he had passed away. And it still says that. I felt kind of bad for not believing that he was sick. However, now I am really confused. I was messing around here on Cherry Tap and all of a sudden it showed him online. I sent a shout asking who was logged onto his page, and never got a response. I sent an IM on Yahoo and asked as well and didn't get an answer there either. I am torn and confused I don't know what to believe. I don't want to believe that anyone would lie about something as serious as cancer, and passing away. I want to believe that he is at peace and is no longer in pain any more, both from the cancer and the tragedies he told me he had suffered. Yet at the same time, part of me still thinks this is all a big joke, a VERY mean, cruel, and sad joke at that. I am so sick of drama...
