if i was on top of a mountain and screamed your name would you hear would you care if i told you that i loved you would you believe me if i could stop feeling would you let me would you care if i did what if i sent you flowers everyday would you care what if i sent you messages of love would you read them would you reply what if i went away forever would you notice what would you say if you did would you say i am being selfish or would you see that i actually love you but this is my thoughts my reality and your not a part of it and thats what i cope with each moment of each day but i dont know how so i will no longer think or feel anymore i am gonna shut down my emotions until i can deal with them again so this is how i cope do you care do you even notice am i a part of your thoughts yet you are a part of mine haunting me everyday and night but in reality i cant turn myself off so i am stuck with feelings that are a part of me but that is reality