Summer's blog: "Crap"

Well I have had a busy week and it seems that it will stay busy for a while. Sorry to everyone that has missed me..(I know it wasn't alot of people) My husbands grandpa died and we had the funeral and all the morning with in 3 days so it was crazy. I am still trying to console him and his mom, nevermind myself. I think my 5 year old took it hard to because she has been sleeping alot this week and I am trying to get her to open up a bit about it and really try to get what she is feeling so I can help her. Kids are tough to figure out at times. Thanks for the comments on my other blog they made me smile :)

So I have not been on in a while and I want to appologize to my friends. My husbands Grandfather passed away so i have been spending alot of time with family but as soon as I get everything back in order I will be back...:)

Well Happy Valentine's day to everyone. Today was a great day. We had some snow then ice and pretty much couldn't go anywhere so we all spent the day in our jammies and laid around on the couch. It was awesome I love spending time with my family like this. We also napped hehe. My husband and I are not much of Valentine's day celebrators but this year he told me I could get a good camera so I am thrilled about it :). I am hoping that this weekend we can have some decent weather so I can take the kids somewhere and do something with them. They so need it. I really don't have much to do but blah blah blah cuz I am bored but I thought I would post a blog anyway. I hope everyone had a Great Day :)

Communities on the internet are all the same. I have been around and observed long enough to see that drama and cliques exsist on just about every type of chat forum. I used to be part of an "internet community" I guess you could say and chose to flee. I came to cherrytap because it appealed to me in the sense that it was more grown up then myspace. I am a wife and mother of 2 children. I work part-time on the weekends on Grave shift, which screws with my sleeping. So for me the internet has become a way for me to keep in contact with the outside world while I am still at home with my children. Although I sit here and chat with people I still have time with my children and I am not out leaving my children with a sitter to get that adult communication. I have met some incredible people on this machine and some I call my friends. I have found, like I said in my previous blog, that it is hard on cherrytap to actually make friends with people. I started going to the mumms about 2 months ago and it seems that no matter how much I comment and try to talk to people they just don't want to acknowledge. I find it rather fustrating at times. I just end up leaving them and going off to surf the web. It is not that I have to be friends with everyone but sometimes it is nice to be included and not just wasting space if you know what I mean. So at the risk of taking the internet seriously I just set it down like I would a video game, and pick up later. Although some people are ruthless and mean I try to be silly and fun. I actually love to laugh it is one of my most favorite things and if you talk to me you will find that I lol alot. Sometimes I sit here and miss the old days of when I used to chat on Yahoo and some of the friends that I did have on there.....but I stop and remember the high school drama. So you see everywhere is the same. You will not escape it, no matter where. If you do happened to befriend me I just might share with you the reason I left Yahoo. It is interesting trust me. So I guess this might not make sense and maybe you might think I am whining or whatever but I like to blog about my feelings so if you don't want to know don't read it...lol.

Ok so I wouldn't beg someone to rate me....I wouldn't even request someone to be my friend that is unless I already know them...this site really cracks me up at all the ppl I see with the fan, me rate me, add me shit in their names and then they come to your page and post a comment on there cuz they want you to go and rate them...well I will only do it if they have rated me. I love the shoutbox too. Once I had this guy request to be my friend so I accepted cuz I accept everyone to be my friend...(only the ones who actually take the time to be my friend make it to my family) anyway he starts shouting in this box "RATE MY PHOTOS AND PROFILE" I am like who is this fucker he didn't once go to my profile (only to request me) and he wants my rates fuck him so I deleted his stupid ass...I try to get to my friends sometimes I slack off but I try. I do see it is very hard on here to make friends like I was able to make on Yahoo but I guess that is all in a days work...lmao. Oh the lastest shout that had me lmmfao was.....Nice Boobies huny...lmmfao ok when did he see those hmmm anyway have a good one peeps....

So I have been on this site now for a couple of months and I still don't really know what to make of it. I guess it is really like any other "chat" group I would say. People fight, they make cliques, lmao and they definetely find it hard to let a newbie in. Luckily when I came here I brought some old friends with me that I made on yahoo....smiles at my buds...Gin, Boo, Girl, Teve, Funny, and my loving Sister Mandi but her name on here is Sun Turtle. Not to mention my momma joined in on the fun. I have to say that I love to laugh and lately I haven't had much of that on this darn old puter. I dunno what it is. Oh well. Anyway if anyone reads this and you want to make me laugh I would really apprieciate it...lol...so until then I guess I am going to lurk the mumms again and see if I can try and make friends in there although that is pretty hard..wink..Peace Janis aka Summertimegal

Well I have played for a long time my husbansd is going home and my kids are fighting like crazy...I have no patients for whining....grrr hopefully I can come back in a bit but I will leave my status as away....hehehe