i feel like i am crawling through life on my hands and knees
crawling into the darkness hiding from everyone who sees
crawling to get away from the decisions i have to make
crawling around getting mad at how much time it will take
crawling slowly, inching farther from all the men around
crawling quietly trying not to make a sound
wishing i didnt have to crawl anymore because i am exausted
crawled so long i thought i had lost it
still crawling around but starting to get back onto my feet
tired of this aching feeling of defeat.