I've gone crazy, just a little obsessed
And I'm stressed
'Cause I'm feelin' like I'm failin' your test
Please don't judge me today
I'm not lookin' my best
And I'm not sure I know what to do
It's not easy, letting somebody see
This side of me
All the ugliness and insecurity
Please don't push me away
There's so much more to me
And I know there's so much more to you
I said I'd give up but I lied
It just hurts that you won't let me inside
I guess now it's time to swallow my pride
Can't confide in anyone
I've denied what I've become
And that's someone who's crazy for you
If you want me to go, I'll go so quietly
Won't see my face or hear another word from me
But if you want me to stay
Please just say it to me
'Cause you know that's what I wanna do
I'm sorry if it seems like I'm comin' on strong
It's been so long
Since someone like you has happened along
Please just give me a chance
To prove I'm not wrong
That there's something good 'bout me and you
I said I'd give up but I lied
It just hurts that you won't let me inside
Just can't get close to you but Lord knows I've tried
Can't confide in anyone
Can't deny what I've become
Someone who's crazy 'bout you
~by Nikki, 7/26/08