Well like everyone that has chatted with me knows that i tryed to end my life in a selfish way but it didnt work out :(
Sometimes I just sit here and wish that i could of died but what good would that of done ?
well now that i have had a second chance i need to live it up to the fullest.
I want to travle and meet new people and help them out !
Some person told me that they think that i am an angle and i laughed. but i was thinking if i was an angle then why am i here with so much pain inside ?
am i suppose to help some out in there life,
am i going to change history ?
Who knows what but as long as i am alive i want to give people the things they always wanted.
i will travle to the end of the world to get some one to smile or laugh.
i just want to pack up my bag and head out to the great big world and find some one that wants to do the same i need to have some new friends and love to meet people from all over the world.
i hope that there is some one in this life or on fubar that i can get to know better and maybe find true love if its realy out there for me :)
life realy is great if you got some one to cherrish it with :P
i have 2 kids that are not with me and i miss em everyday
there mom screwed up and got them taken away from her so now i am battleing a court thing o get the outa the foster homes there in :(
i guess what i am saying is i just need some one in my life even if its just chatting online :)
i have new pics i will put on soon im not ugly and a wierdo like some out here in this world.
if you think i sound like some one to chat with plz add me to your friends list or msn sargent_crusher@hotmail.com or yahoo light2joints@yahoo.com
ill be waiting for ya !

sincerly crushman