Sometimes I feel like there is nothing here in the world for me. My life is a hell hole where nothing seams to go my way. I feel like I have very few good things going for me.
My children are adorable...I love them so much. I have an amazing partner that knows exactly what to say to make me feel better. Honestly, that is all that I can think of.
It saddens me. I thought that I would have it better. Instead I have a dead end job where no one appreciates my efforts. My children no longer live with me, which tears me up inside.
I feel like I have so much to offer but no one wants to take that chance with me. I am constantly having to prove myself. Just getting sick of it all. Don't want to do it anymore. Tired of trying so hard to end up on the loosing side of everything. Seams like no one cares.
Maybe it's because I'm sick with the flu, but I know better. I can feel the emotions and they are hard to hold back because I am sick. Normally I walk around happily, hiding the pain of failure and disappointment inside.
Uhhh...Guess that's all folks! Kinda hard to concentrait right now anyway.
