as i cut and bleed do you ever think of me when i ask you for help dont you see i need you when i cry dont you just want to hold me when i died are you going to be the 1st one to welcome me when i had my son was you by my side mommy dearest why did you have to die leave me with all this pain with no one to love me why couldnt you show me the way how to be a mom why couldnt you see me get married why do i cry and think about you all the time are you in me in some sort of way are you my heart or are you my brain if you are my lunch i will be a shame but why cant i talk to you like i norm can why havent you come talk to me since i had my kid are you mad at me that i had one are you watching over me and him am i ever going to find some or am i going to be alone mommy come back to me as i sit here and cry mommy i love you and i am wondering why mommy help me out in my time of need mommy why did you go at this time of need why cant i think with out thinking about you one min plz tell poppy i love him and gramma dolly to and aunt di too make the come around me more tell jason i will date him when i die cuz he was alway the good looking stud i miss all of you the most can you plz help me in my time of need i just want you all to love me do not be made at the things i do or say i just want to be love when i pass away i hope you talk to me soon in my dreams i know how to chanle in and out but no one has come to me here down on earth i will stay just love me till i see you all again bye for now my family and friends
