So I am just sitting here watching Tv wishing o how he would ask whats wrong with me why so quiet why not a look towards his way something. I recieve still not a word only wish i could make him see o how dearly i love him for who he is inside maybe its how he makes me feel o so sweet n comfortable with those strong arms and o so fearless of hurting me which he could never not physically at least! I love him i do i wish he could sleep next to me keep me safe and love me as much as he does my children even though they are to another! I pray he sleeps beside me lushes for me gets excited when he sees me and o dearly how i wish my sacrfices he would see and actually appreciates! Justin I love you and love you strength o so close to be i love uuuuuuuuuuuu JMS!