I remember the first time like it was yesterday
I remember how sad I was...
I remember the tears I didnt want to shed kept
flowing down my face
fuck you for making me cry
thats what I thought..
I was angry... sooooo angry
I needed a release
there it was
Ohhh I remember the first time..
I never thought that it would make me feel
Make me feel this sweet release
Something that is supposed to hurt you
Well it didnt hurt me..
It was euphoric
It was like for a moment.. just a single moment
I forgot.. I forgot all those things you said
Those words that cut me deeper than I
Deeper than I cut myself..
You hurt me..
You alone..
Every one tells a story
This is mine......
