The clouds of the night sky
Open up like neon thighs
Eating the shit off your shoes
I am your whore
And I'll be begging again for you
I am nothing without your attention
Validate me with shallow attempts at charm
I know you want so little from me
But I shall romanticize it
This is what I've been reduced to
Take more as I become ghost yet again
Deja vu? No, I've never left this place
Eternally complacent despite what once appeared progress
Fooling us all, feeling not at all
Lust. Your affection means so much more to me
Than ever before
Clean off your dirtface change direction
Smeared blood and dying sex
Mud spewing from your mouth
Rejecting what the body desired once
Refuse to accept
Return to old ways and lose yourself
I see the same smile I once saw
Fake yet so convincing to those that never knew you
DEAD inside you
I see that look in your eyes
Good to have you back
I consume myself from inside
Fuck me. Use me. Eat me til nothing's left.
Kill me. Love me again.