Things have been very rough for me over the years as I have grown up. Back in October of 1999, I lost my only true family; that was my mom. She was someone that Icould open up to when I needed someone to listen to my problems and she did all that she could to make sure I could carry on with out her in my life, but she is still in my heart and memories. Her teachings have helped me alot in so many ways that I have become the woman I am today! I have found a guy in my life that has been very good to me and I have a few good friends! Life hasnt been so simple but its slowly getting better for me with time. I am to go to the doctor tomorrow and I plan to find out why I am gaining weight when I can hardly est from being in pain and not having much of an appetite to eat. So hopefully I can find out through an ultrasound if I am pregnant or what is going on! Its a new waiting game fro me to hear back on my disability hearing and hope that comes back with good news that i have been granted and that they are gonna take my benefits back at least 5 years. So all I can do is pray for things to work out in my favor!
