I wish I could end it all. To cease this bleak existence, and live no more. Kill my body and my soul. Cause I don't want to live anymore. Death the greatest joy. That will never come. It seems that we search for pleasure between life and death. Yet pleasure never comes. So I search for nothing. Nothing seems like it's worth searching for anymore. No one to love and no one to hold. Makes my life so cold. So that now I feel old. I feel as if I no soul. So now I must go.Please leave me alone. So that I won't hurt anyone any more. Kill me or I will kill myself. So I won't be in anyone's way. I leave you now, as the bullet enters my heart. Death as I know it has now begun. Look at this sweet beyond. Nothing here is wrong, all is right. This is what I was missing in my life. Peace that pleasant thing I have never know, has come to me. Come to me you sweet peace, and hold me in your tender arms tonight. So that I may find happy. Happiness that thing I wanted so bad while I was alive. Has finally found me. This is were I belong. I no longer long to be loved. I no longer need anyone one to care. Because no one's here. I'm all alone just like before. But here I have no needs no wants. This is were I should have been all that time.
