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Nosta's blog: "Diary!"

created on 09/14/2006  |  http://fubar.com/diary/b285

December 2005

It was late in the evening when I finally drifted off to sleep this evening. I had been up late working remotely and lost track of the time. I chose to put my laptop away and curl into the bed for some much needed sleep, around 1:30 am. The evening was fairly still the window was open allowing a gentle breeze to drift in as sounds from the outside world muttered away in the background. The faint sound of the cars off the motorway a good distance away, moving around in search of a snack; all began to lull me to sleep. Before too long, I was sound asleep and beginning to dream of the time I spent with her when we were in Italy. My subconscious mind was feeding off of my emotions, and playing on the fact that I missed having her around so much. It was like losing the other half of my soul and trying to find a balance with her gone. As the dream state took over me completely, having fallen deep to sleep within moments of lying down, I could not longer here those sounds that had lulled me to sleep. The dream seemed so vivid, as if I was there again, the sun was bright, and she and I were riding around in the car on a Saturday morning. The top was down, and it was the beginning of our day. Her smile was still so fresh in my mind. But that smell, can you smell in a dream? The aroma was so faint, but so familiar suddenly a flash to another thought changed the scene where I had been holding her and telling her "You smell so good". She looked at me with a straight look on her face and replied, "Its perspiration”. I had told her that it was the most amazing smell. She cracked up with laughter and said once again, "its just sweat". That's what I smelled. That sweet smell that I was addicted to the entire time. What a vivid dream this was. I could even feel her soft hand on my leg. It was like I was right there the heat from her hand was so real. But wait. I was in the car in this dream, with the top off on a perfectly sunny day, and the only heat I could feel was her hand. I jolted awake to find her standing over me, on the side of the bed. Darkness shrouded the smile I knew was on her face. She loved surprises and I just knew she was grinning from ear to ear for having led me to believe she had gone home after we had got off the phone a few hours before. She had been on a road trip to Newcastle to finalise all the paperwork for the new position she was taking up there. Somewhere around York, she was informed that she could handle the finalisation when she got moved and settled in up there in March. So she decided to turn around and come on home. We chatted on the phone the majority of the day and I was fed up to hear she was home and she needed to go on and get into bed. Here she was standing over me now, pushing the covers. I could not and would not resist her. I helped push them away and then she threw her arms around my neck. She fell into the soft bed with me, as I held onto her. She kissed me and put her arms around me. I took my arms from around her neck, cupped my hands around her face. While planting little kisses all over her face. Gently, her took her hand, reached around to the back of her head. In anticipation of my next move, she held her breath. As she had hoped, I grabbed her by her hair, and slowly but somewhat forcefully she drew her head back away from me so I could kiss her neck. It absolutely drove me crazy when she was controlling with me. This could get me crazy. I slowly rolled over on top of her, letting go of her hair and letting her head fall to the softness of the pillow. Still breathing rather shallowly, I felt her press her chest into mine as I took my body weight off of her hands and let my hands trace down her arms as they lay by my side. I was motionless. I grabbed her arms by each wrist and slowly maneuvered them above my head. Holding both her wrists together, over her head, she reached away towards a pocket or something with her other hand. A short moment later, her other hand was now wrapping a soft silk scarf around my wrists, tying them to the headboard to keep them together and out of her way. After tying my wrists together, she slowly separated her body from mine and got off the bed. My eyes had adjusted to the dim light in the room coming from outside and I could see her body so clearly now and I wanted to touch her so badly. But I knew my place was to stay on the bed until she returned. So I lay there almost helpless as I watched her move around to the foot of my bed. God how I wanted her so badly and I knew the evening had not even begun to get interesting. Walking to the side of the bed I could hear her laughter and her breath. "Are you enjoying this torture?" I asked. "Is it that obvious?" she laughed in an devil like tone. She laid down on me. She was so warm laying there on top of me. I could feel her heart beating in unison with mine and it excited me even more. With my hands free of the scarf, I let my left hand make its way down her incredible body. Slowly and teasingly I began to penetrate her. She let out a very loud sensual sigh as I entered her, then she began begging that I thrust into her deeply. I was not willing to give in to her pleading. Even with her hands firmly grasping my firm bum, she could not pull him into her any deeper or faster. She pleaded again "Please stop teasing me. It’s been too long, don't tease me this way”. As I got right to the edge of her lips, I paused for one moment. She held her breath, anticipating my next stroke and suddenly I thrust into her so hard and so deep it pushed the breath out of her. She dug her nails deep into my back out of the sheer pleasure. I then took my finger and started circling her clit so she could get closer to orgasm. She leaned back a little and I leaned towards her, wrapping my left arm around her neck. She felt so hot and wet he could barely control herself. Suddenly she went into a fit of shakes and shivers from an enormous orgasm. She screamed in ecstasy. Our orgasms ended almost simultaneously as I collapsed on top of her out of exhaustion. "That was absolutely incredible… as always," she said as I rolled over to be beside her now. She snuggled up next to me and replied, "Not as incredible as you are and you make me feel. As my head rested on her chest, the sound of her beating heart and slow deep breathing put me to sleep, with dreams of the coming day.
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