I've got so much going on in my life now. I am planning a move to Georgia in a couple of weeks. It's been in the works for quite a while. My boyfriend of 2 1/2 years is coming with me but we've been having a lot of problems and I have been so torn with what to do. My heart says I can't be without him but my head says, I would be better off on my own for a while, to heal, to live independent for once in my life. The fear of being alone is very powerful though.
I have a lot of friends who really think that I am making a mistake by taking him with me. I think I already lost a friend who is upset that I still am and I care a lot about that person and I don't want to lose contact with that person but they kinda of stopped talking to me and I am feeling bad about it. Oh well, such is life.
I have to do what is right for me when it's right for me, not when someone thinks I should. I think my life is going to turn out really great. I am going to do great things with or without my bf. I am my own person and I don't need a man to complete me.
Ok, I'm done ranting for now. Sorry.
love,
Jena
P.S.
This is my first blog so be gentle. I just want to do the right thing for me and I am scared outta my wits.
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