I sit in my room alone
Not one sound, except the phone
But I wont answer it
not after all that shit
Though it's in the past
It came back to me in one big blast
"It'd never go that far"
She said, Left me with a deep scar
I know I've made my mistakes with you
I'm trying to make amends to see it through
Yet your heart lies no where near
Which is what I knew I had to fear
I keep telling myself I don't want you
But it keeps saying I need you
The pain from getting hit by a car
doesn't hurt has bad as this deep scar
I don't even know why I feel this way
It hurts with each passing day
You weren't special then
But now you are... damn...
I know I'll never see the day
But if your happy then it's okay.
It easy to say "I like you a lot"
But it's harder knowing it's a feeling tied in a knot
