Is but one who I long to hold in my arms, Is but one who holds my heart in their hands.
Stolen in the night a life so precious as thee, Stolen in the night a child so innocent and sweet.
Gone is my heart that night long ago, Gone is my soul he took from me.
I wake to find darkness surrounding me I wake to find sadness fills my mind.
I bare the scars of that frightful night, I bare the scars of the years I've lost.
I sought death in the falls of a cliff, I sought death in a bottle of pills.
I looked to find an end in the waters of the sea, I looked to find peace in the barrel of a gun.
I walked the beaches of icy waters I walked the path of the bears.
The sun is rising to another day, The sun is bringing life of spring.
What must I do to find some peace, What must I have done anger thee.
I searched the skies lands and seas I searched for the hope of finding thee.
Am I truly alone in all I do, Am I truly forsaken in the eyes of all?
Is there but one who see's the beauty in me? Is there but one who loves me?
Can anyone see past the scars on and in me? Can anyone see Iam truly not bad?
I ask now is there anyone who would miss me? I ask now speak if you even care!
Heavenlee Dawn aka Chell 11/7/2013