Lost within my make-believe
I see nothing that is true,
but now that I have found you,
All my mind is swimming
To the shores you bring me to,
How much longer now
In this sea of broken glass
must I paddle on without you?
Should you trample me down
And turn my wasting mind?
Should I somehow come to light,
without you guiding me by hand?
I cannot understand,
No lifeguard is bringing me
Into the shore
Like you did once before.
Travel the silent seas,
But nobody comes down to me,
Stolen by the current
Can I magnetize myself to you?
Bipolar in the ocean dew,
All memories are fading;
Every bit that was left in me
of you.
Travel down below
Should I drown within the broken snow?
Could the silence of you
Stir my soul back to life?
and aim at setting straight
Where now I am so confounded
By the trivial things I once knew.
and then it was I met you.
When everything made sense,
all painful to recollect,
Because of loss of innocence.
And so, I wonder.