I'm sad and lonely and feel that you're not here
When in reality you are right beside me
But the distance between us would take days
Just to get to the place that you are
So how do I deal with the struggle in my head
When all I want to do is disappear for awhile
But your constant presence makes it difficult
Even though we are just existing
I love you so much I hate this pain
I would give up my life for you
But you co-exist as if nothings wrong
Why won't you speak to me?
I 'm living day to day I'll trudge along
I completely refuse to break this bond
Even in my happiness I feel empty
In my eyes all I see is you