DO YOU KNOW THAT I WAS GOING TO PUT A BROKEN HEART IN THIS FOR MY HUSBAND..BUT HOW CAN I DO THAT WHEN I'M NOT? WE HAD 20 WONDERFUL YEARS TOGETHER,EVEN THOUGH I DO MISS HIM EVERYDAY AND THATS NOT GOING TO CHANGE..ITS BEEN REAL HARD DURING THESE HOLIDAYS,BUT WITH MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS I'VE BEEN STRUGGLING ALONG..BUT I ALSO KNOW THAT HE WOULD TELL ME TO GET UP AND NOT TO PLAY DEAD..SO MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION IS TO LOOK FORWARD INSTEAD OF LOOKING BACK..HE'LL ALWAYS BE WITH ME NO MATTER WHAT..WHAT WE HAD TOGETHER WAS GREAT!! EVEN THE ARGUMENTS..LOL..BUT REALLY IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE THERE ARE GOING TO BE DISAGREEMENTS..THATS JUST LIFE..ALTHOUGH WE DIDN'T ARGUE ONE TIME THE FIRST YEAR WE WERE TOGETHER..BUT THEN HE MADE A BAD,BAD MISTAKE HE TOLD MY MOTHER THAT I WOULDN'T ARGUE WITH HIM..I MADE UP FOR LOST TIME AFTER THAT!!! LMAO!! I WISH MY FRIENDS ON HERE COULD HAVE MET HIM EVEN IF IT WAS ONLINE..
BUT ANYWAY THIS IS MY GOODBYE TO VERNON..HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND,LOVER,HUSBAND AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM BUT I KNOW THAT ITS TIME TO MOVE FORWARD TO..I NEVER THOUGHT THAT I WOULD EVER HAVE TO SAY GOODBYE TO HIM AND I DIDN'T WANT TO,I FOUGHT IT FOR AS LONG AS I COULD..BUT INSTEAD OF CRYING MY TEARS OF SORROW,I'LL BE CRYING TEARS OF THANKS FOR HAVING WHAT WE HAD TOGETHER EVEN THOUGH IT WASN'T LONG ENOUGH!!
SO ANYWAY THANKS EVERYONE FOR LISTENING TO ME..IT HAS BEEN A BIG HELP..JUST TO BE ABLE TO WRITE IT DOWN ON HOW I FEEL..
I ALSO WANT TO GIVE A SPECIAL THANK YOU TO DAN AND CHARLEY FOR HELPING ME OUT OF SOME REAL TOUGH TIMES!!
THANKS YOU GUYS!! YA'LL ARE THE GREATEST!!
AND THIS IS FOR YOU VERNON!!
