I wish I was someone to love, someone to cry, someone to be, someone to be gone, I wish I was too dead to live, to shed another single tear, to end this being torn alive, I wish I may, I wish I might, be self mutilated, so don't bother to say you're sorry, I wish to protest, to have a reason to be beat, beaten into internal treason, I wish I'd done what I did believe, before you kicked me, slipping me away from me, I wish I may, I wish I might, be self mutilated, so don't bother to say you're sorry, I keep slipping, into mental haste, I wish I may I wish I might, be a songbird, lurking in the night, I wish I could be able to fight, every vicious thought, and the self inflicted pains, I wish I could'nt deserve to die, I wish I had the voice to dodge my cries, but i keep slipping farther, I wish I may, I wish I might, be self mutilated, so don't bother to say you're sorry.