Heavens Insanity's blog: "Down and Dirty With Velvet"

From Instructions for My Boyfriend by BeautyInDarkness © "First of all, I’m submissive, I want you to handcuff me, tie me up, and do anything to restrain me. Handcuff my hands above my head, and tie my legs to the bedposts, so that I can’t effectively move any part of my body. Start by just looking at my naked body, let your eyes linger where you want them to. The fact that you think I’m beautiful makes me wet. Next I want you to focus just on my skin. Run your hands or some soft fur, fabric, or feathers down my body. Let your fingers linger, but not stop on the most sensitive parts of me: my neck, stomach, hips, and calves. Just let me feel your flesh graze down my ribcage, across my breasts, and down my waist. Now let me feel a little more. Gently scratch or graze my skin with your nails, run your long hair across my body, kiss the softest parts of me, make me quiver. Start to bite me. Bite me on my neck, hard. Don’t be afraid to hurt me, a little pain is a good thing. Run your tongue along my collarbone, then down between my breasts, and let it flick across my stomach until you reach my hips. Leave soft, wet, lingering kisses on my hips, lick across my inner thighs, and down my legs. Touch and lick the back of my knees. Make me gasp, and squirm. Don’t ignore any part of my body. Now start to make me want you inside me. Rub your fingers, or your cock against my opening, by now I’m sure to be wet. Don’t penetrate yet, don’t touch my clit, just make me suffer. Bite and kiss and lick my neck, and my breasts while you rub yourself against me. With one hand, grab the hair at the back of my neck and force my head backwards, so you can restrain me, and kiss my throat more easily. If I have enough slack to move my hips, and thrust against your hard member, I will. But don’t let me have you yet. The longer you wait to push yourself inside me, the wilder I’ll get. I’ll start to struggle in earnest. I want you, I want to free my body and jump on top of you, and force your hard cock inside me. I want it so bad I could scream. Hold my hands down to make sure I don’t get free. After your done torturing me, if you think I need it bad enough, thrust yourself inside me with one hard sure stroke. Start thrusting inside me, slowly. Every backstroke pull yourself out to the tip, and when you thrust back inside me push yourself in to the hilt. As I start to get close to cumming stop thrusting deep, and just pump the tip of your cock in and out of my wet hole. When I start to go wild, start to moan, start to cry out in frustration, start pumping yourself into me hard, and fast. Whatever you do, DON’T STOP. Right before I’m about to cum, pull out, and don’t touch me for about 30 seconds. I’ll scream at you, I’ll curse at you, but this is the way I want it: to be completely at your mercy, for my pleasure to be totally dependent on your whim. Go down on me. Lick your way down my stomach, and lick past my vagina to my inner thighs. Let your tongue play around cunt, licking to the left, and right, but not inside, not yet. Slide your hands under my ass and grope me. Lick up towards my clit, and when you get there, lick, and nibble, and suck. Don’t put your tongue inside me, make me wait and yearn for your dick. When you get me close to cumming, stop, and don’t touch me for a few seconds. Now, fuck me. Thrust yourself inside me and fuck me hard and fast. Grab me by the hips and pull me down to meet your every thrust. When you’ve got me close to cumming, pull out, and free my legs. Grab my ankles, and put my legs over your shoulders. Thrust into me as hard and as fast as you can. See how many times you can get me to cum before you shoot your load deep inside me." Something to think about Aaron next time we get together ;)

TANTRIC SEX is meditative, spontaneous and intimate lovemaking Through it you learn to prolong the act of making love and to channel, rather than dissipate. potent orgasmic energies moving through you, thereby raising the level of your consciousness. Tantra transports your sexuality from the plane of doing to the place of being. There is no goal in Tantric sex, only the present moment of perfect and harmonious union. Tantra teaches you to revere your sexual partner and to transform the act of sex into a sacrament of love. Tantra teaches that lovemaking between a man and woman, when entered into with awareness, is a gateway to both sexual and spiritual ecstasy. In India, traditional Tantrikas spent many years under the guidance of a spiritual teacher and engaged in elaborate yogic rituals to purify and master the body and mind. These practices were intended to awaken the powerful psychic energies through which the adept could enter into higher states of consciousness When a disciple was deemed ready he or she partook in sexual rites with a partner. Through the sacred act of love, they sought to merge the dual nature of their sexuality into an ecstatic union. Through this came the harmonization of their own internal masculine and feminine polarities and a realization of the blissful nature of the Self.

BASIC TANTRIC METHODOLOGY 1/ Sexual activity changes the chemical character of the body and brain. a. The more intense the sexual activity the more the chemistry changes. b. Orgasm, especially in men, tends to switch off the chemical changes. c. Plateau stage (pre-orgasm) sexual activity brings the strongest long-term chemical change. d. Plateau stage sexual activity is not commonly reached prior to 7-12 minutes of arousal activity. e. A minimum of 38 minutes of Plateau Stage sexual activity is required to reach a "mature" stage of chemical change in the body and brain. f. The longer the chemical change produced by sexual activity is continued, the more the higher brain circuits are energized into awareness. g. The more often sexual energy is used to produce the desired energy the less often the body and brain will return to the old energy, which you are trying to change. h. Continued practice of sexual rituals at a high frequency aids in gaining control over the Desire Nature which is that portion of the ego demanding attention at all costs. 2/ Energy is just energy. It's what you do with it that counts. a. Great sex brings Great chemistry brings Great energy brings higher brain awareness brings more spiritual awareness...... b. Use the energy gained from sexual rituals to clean house and you are becoming a great house cleaner. c. Use the energy to "party" and you are becoming a great party person. d. Use the energy for ego and you will have a stronger ego. e. The list could continue nearly infinitely. f. What you do with the energy from sexual rituals once built to a high peak is what you are becoming. Be careful what you do with it. g. The amount of energy you produce fuels your engine of change. Infrequent or occasional energy sessions break the flow of change. Strong energy continued on a regular basis gives strong ability to change without breaking the sequence. 3/ Surround yourself with your focus to bring forth what you desire. a. Prior to an energy session (sexual activity) focus on what you wish to become. Read, listen to tapes, image, put up sayings on the walls, photos, etc. Surround yourself with your becoming at all times, especially prior to sexual activity for energy. b. Following a sexual ritual keep the focus on what you are becoming. Read, meditate, use a breathing technique, the Floating Ritual, or whatever you wish to gain what you want. c. If you want to be a great shopper---go shopping. If you want to be wealthy---focus on wealth. If you want to be whatever --- do that when energized and it will happen at the level of energy and dedication you have produced. d. If you blow off the energy by talking or through other uncontrolled activity you will build ego. Lots of luck. e. Use anything you can to help your change. After all, this is YOU and no one is more important to you. 4/ Best results are gained by meditating before and after sexual rituals. a. This concept is common to meditation methods of attainment. It's silly to go into a meditation process looking for answers if you don't even know if there is a question. Or to use a process without knowing the goal. Know what you want and keep that focus. b. The sexual activity is a ritual and works best when performed well. The more intense the sexual energy created, the more chemical change in the body and brain is created; the more your electromagnetic field is energized; the greater are your higher powers opened, the more insight you can gain; etc., etc. c. Because the sexual activity is a ritual and because the better it is done the stronger the ritual, and because the more intense the sexual energy produced, the more energy available to grow with, and because you have meditated on your focus before beginning the active ritual, your only need during the active sexual portion of the ritual is to focus on how much energy you can produce. In simple terms, how turned on can you get. The more the better. The more often the better. Keep a second attention on your goal and your first attention on the ritual. d. Practice, practice, practice. 5/ Energy Sources. a. You are NOT the only source of energy available to you. The energy field of the earth is stronger than your energy for example. Other people can enhance your energy, helping you build glorious and intense energy. Other people can also drain you so be careful. b. Working alone in a sexual ritual you can tap into the readily available earth energy field, internal polarity (using images, memories, photos, etc., to turn on with). Use your own Desire Nature (by imaging exactly what you desire in a sexual session), or any other method to energize with. Working alone will limit the energy of sexuality in most people. You and I are most people. c. Working with a well-known partner will likely limit your energy potential. The better known the person is, the less polarity you have with them. Polarity is the battery potential that brings energy. Thus, keeping excitement in your relationship is important. d. Working with multiple partners may be required if very high energy is needed to break old imprints. If you do this, work hard to keep the old imprints at bay or they will use the energy to become stronger and you will not gain the peace and change you want. The practice of using multiple partners is not recommended unless the situation is desperate and you have really tried everything else. Also, be certain to use a trusted guide who will assist but NOT be a sexual partner (you will need an anchor, so to speak). e. Remember, body chemistry really is chemistry. Drugs are drugs and your body creates drugs internally. You control the amount of chemistry change through your activity, attitude, and the many, many ways our bodies work to give us the opportunity to be aware. Intense sexual activity brings intense body chemistry changes just as a high dose of drugs brings intense body chemistry. This also brings strong visions, energy, fear, joy, euphoria, and a wide variety of actions. These may include visions of peace and joy or visions of despair and depression, etc. The reason a strong drug works is because your body has receptors for those drugs. You have receptors of this type (LSD, pot, heroin, alcohol, speed, cocaine, uppers, downers, and so much more) because your body already makes drugs of this type or exactly the drug. Thus, strong body energy change is a strong drug. Handle it with care.

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Apparently this is how I should be tied up.

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