After last night, I am both mentally and physically drained. I am usually an extreme early riser, and didnt get up till 9:30 this morning after a long night of waking up constantly with nightmares.
I did set my profile to friends only, first time I have ever done that. I am hating this stress more then I care to admit on, sadly, I know it is showing :( I was literally pissed off cuz I had went to buy someone and then someone bought them back and I bought them again and then the same person bought them back and then I was blocked from buying them. Usually I would not care, but yesterday it hit a nerve big time. Then thinking that bombing would take my mind off of thing, hahaha ya right.... I had my shoutbox off to begin with, hit my family members and stuff 1st like I usually do, then when I turned the shoutbox back on it was filled up instantly. I actually jumped one person, I had my status set to bling or some rates would be nice, these idiots don't even come to my page and act like I am doing them a favor with me getting the points from bombing their pages. Whatever.... but ya it got me even more angry.
I am not sure if the net will be off Thursday or Friday but D-day is coming soon. I believe I can semi live without it, just all the friends I communicate with through it will be my most difficult time. SO, if you want to keep in touch, email me your number or what not.
Then as far as the shelter goes, I am not sure when thats gonna happen, but I think it will be soon, especially since last week she said 4 were in front of me and yesterday she said one is. That scares me too....
I hate the feeling of not having real life friends.... guess choices I have made in the past have totally ruined that for me :(
now 3 people in my family have autos, JWH is trying to level
iDaho wants to be blown up
and Wetcat wellllll we all love Wetcat....