Things have slowly gotten better for me as time progresses! I have someone in my life that really cares about me and wants to trully be a part of my life! The funny thing is that he and my ex have been getting along somewhat! They have both been picking on me because they say that I am beginning to look pregnant but am unsure! I am only in the beginning of my second month without mother nature visiting but I am gainning weight plus hardly able to eat alot! The weird thing is that I have already had a pregnancy test done( both urine and blood) both came out negative! James is saying its too early to trully tell so I guess its back to maturnity clothes unless something changes for me soon!