is the end really so near.
there once was a time, when everything seemed so clear
what happened
when did everything become so blury
was i asleep
was i high
or did i really just watch it bly right by
so cold i feel, lithe depths of the ocean
yet so warm from the skies and heavens
why do i do these things to these things to myself
why do i do these things to ones i love
where is this taking me
what is it keeping me from
it there any such light at the end of these tunnels im trapped in?
yesterday is gone, today is here
turned back no less, with more i fear
the pain and suffering, today i feel
no less than yesterday, but more than real
once alive, i know no death
but dead alive, with no less than one more breath
the more thy dead, the less alive
a wise man once said
take thy chance and live thy dead.
walk thy path and thoult shall see
one shall die, if thoult live the live
meant for me
mystifying eyes
passionate sighs
soft wavy hair
innocence, you care
smile so bright
illunimation of of live
a body of fire
a burning desire
to be touched by one
only to have such fun
no immitation of life
no confusion, it feels so right
i can lie in bed..asleep awake
in the snow
warm waters of a lake
some days come and go...
moments just as fast
only the ones with you
i pray will last...
a song of truth
written by the innocence of youth
seven ways to sunday
home away from home
your not alone
all in sync
whatever you think
is this the game
of fortune and fame
they say life is no fun
who are they,
away they fun
be who you goin to be
but your no different than me
take a chance
learn to dance
around and around
life is full of sound
you just have to listen
open you eyes to a vision
of perfection or decision
what is right
or even wrong
life goes on.....
Trapped in a hole
I can't crawl out
Its me
they all doubt
pinned, with no remorse
out of time of course
raining with pain
crossed, an alittle insane
no longer fun
who is the one
outside to in
even in victory
noone will win
i cant believe
nor concieve
the sun went down
and then rose
i've gotten nowhere
just froze
screamin for help
who will hear
all by myself
shed one last tear
screamin so silent
lived a life
filled with anger, so violent
take it away
no longer play
body enslaved
sould enraged
take one last chance
this life i dance
shadows under
darkness wonder
within im lost
a single life is cost
would trade all of this
for a glimpse of happiness
Colors so bright
Imagination of vivid light
Twin pine skies
Just beneath sun shines rise
Glassy waters, overlaying mist
Melting soul, with passionate kiss
Twisted fate…
Irony must wait
Thoughts in disarray
Fantasies to play
Powerlessness
Flawlessness
Intermittent dreams
And silent screams
Helpless waiting
Emotions fading
Drifting afar
In a distant star
A guilty plea
Touched by insanity
Visions distraught
Lessons taught
Existence Unknown
The sun went down on another cold day
And I’ve wasted my life away
I’ve been here before
Just another day
Simpler than the days of last
All I can do to forget my past
Drifting away
Sleeping today?
I’m in a world, my own
Have no home
Near and Far
I’ve walked alone
I just roam
So far from home
My existence unknown
Rain or shine
This pain is mine
Time is flying by
Playing a slave, wasting away
One day at a time
Traveling on
From dusk till dawn
Once again
The earth is my bed
Need a place to rest my head
The shelter is closed
Under this bridge instead
Near and Far
I’ve walked alone
I just roam
So far from home
My existence unknown
Made it through today
I’ve lost my way
Mindless stray
Just to survive
Am I even alive?
Near and Far
I’ve walked alone
I just roam
So far from home
My existence unknown
Stranded in life
Waiting for light
The sun is so bright
Even at night
Just need a bite
I’m not alright
I haven’t been
Don’t know when I’ll see home again
Near and Far
I’ve walked alone
I just roam
So far from home
My existence unknown
Twin pine skies
Just beneath sun shines rise
A child deprived
Silent screams inside
Whatever the cost
A single life is lost
One day I’ll go home
And no longer be alone
If I can only find my way
I’m a stray
Near and Far
I’ve walked alone
I just roam
So far from home
My existence unknown