Ugh I am so sick of all this crap... Its like on here, I don't have any worries about being a big girl cuz I get so much support from people on here...and its like, in the real world, people don't mind talking to me and being friends with me, but i'm usually not counted as GF material becuz they all worry about being seen with a fat chick...boo fucking hoo. Why can't I find a guy close to me that likes me for who and what I am? I am not gonna sit here and starve myself cuz i've "got a cute face, but i'd be so pretty if i lost the weight"...you have no idea how many times I have heard that in my life. Wow, I'm 250lbs. I have forced and forced my self to lose weight cuz I thought that maybe a guy will like me if i'm skinny, and then i realized that if a guy really cared, he would like me skinny or fat. But seriously, I'm just sick of this shit against me cuz I'm fat. Fuck.
