I'm going to write this poem
I'm going to make it good
I'm going to make it stand out
Like my feelings always should
But instead i bottle up
I let me rot inside
Let my heart decay away
As i get taken for a ride
As happiness begins to fade
Depression is creeping in
Madness is here to stay
And darkness fills me within
I'm locked inside my mind
Locked within this cage
Locked away inside my thoughts
Felling the blade of rage
As it gently run across my arm
I feel it slice my skin
A million cuts on my arm
For each and every sin
Sins which i regret
They haunt me everyday
They live inside my head
And keep the sanity away
Each and everyday
I find it hard to cope
To cope with my painful struggle
I wonder if there is hope
Everyday i wake up
And seem as happy as can be
But deep inside my fucked up mind
There is pain and misery
