Have you ever loved someone so much that fear takes control of every emotions
Fear of loving
Fear of losing that feeling of floating on air
Fear of one day hearing the words goodbye
How can love and fear be twisted in one so that you can't even tell them apart
Maybe
loving means risking everything for that one person who makes you feel larger then life
I feel that with you
fear
Fear of feelings I promised myself I would not feel again
Fear of giving myself to be hurt again
Fear of saying goodbye and never loving again
Where do I go from here?
Do I let my fear of not being enough drive me away?
Do I let go now and let fear win?
Do I hold on and allow fear to drive you away?
Or do I hold on and shut fear out and know that real love will win?
Whatever path our love leads us down one thing I know is true
Your love had made me realize what it is to love so much that fear takes control
Whether that is good or bad remains to be seen
Love knows no time
no place
and no fear
We do that on our own
We try to reason something
love
that had no reasoning about it
Always from a far I saw you
Until one day you were there with warmth in you face I could not refuse
Now you are the man I dream of
A fear I never expected when I looked at you
A love that lit like a candle in a dark still room
In one flash you lighted my heart with warmth and fear
I do not know if fear of losing you will win
Or if I have the strength to hold on and wait for our love to flourish into a lifetime of security and happiness
The one thing I do know is that my fear of losing you is my heart admitting that there is a part of you I hold dear
And that is the love I feel for you growing each day
