things dont always happen the way we hope
waiting on time to pass just to get over the pain
the gain the loss never even out
cant sit here while the world is passin me by
and am not gonna sit and wait for things to happen my way
if i am waiting for the right moment it will never come
i have to make it happen for me
tears roll down
hurt so bad i feel it through my bones
cant breath cant sleep
in the end im always here alone
they say they will be there forever BUT then they realize this isnt their dream
i fall in love i trust
i believe
then my heeart is ripped out and stomped on
i wish i was dun crying
i wish i had NO feelings
i wish i could be as cold as they say i am
wen the doors are closed and the lights go out
i am just as hurt
just as broken
just as weak as anyone
i have a heart and it does feel
i can count all the reasons why i shouldnt care
why i shouldnt love
there is sumthing in my heart that wont let me close down wont let me NOT care
no matter how many times i get hurt i still fall in love
and end up being destroyed yet again in the end
i have given everything i have ever had to give
every relationship was worth every second spent on it
every heart break was worth every beat i had in love
wen its time to let go it hurts so bad
destroys my every nerve every will to breath
my heart beat unregularly
my thoughts race
it all happens for a reason
i wish i knew wat it was
they say there is sumone out there for every one
wat if MY sumone is with sumone else
every time sumone wants to be there for me
they are to far to hold me
to distant to kiss me
to caught up in their own life to truely understand
waiting on time to pass just to get over the pain
they never even out the loss and the gain
cant sit here while my entire life just seems disapate
all the fantasies my mind trys to create
