OKAY LATETLY I JUST HAVEN'T BEEN ME.
JUST WASN'T FEELING THIS WHOLE CONCEPT
CALLED LIFE AND DEATH...YEA I MAY SEND
YOU A DRINK OR A NICE COMMENT FROM TIME
TO TIME-BUT OVER HERE ON MY END...I'M
F*CKED UP IN THE HEAD.I TRY TO STAY
FOCUSED,KEEP MY HEAD IN THE BOOKS BUT
SOME F*CKED UP THOUGHT ALWAYS DERAIL ME.
OKAY SO I'M ON HERE RATING PICS,READING
BLOGS,MESSING WITH FRIENDS AND I COME ACROSS
EVIL TONGUE'S BLOG ABOUT HIS SISTER(MAY SHE
REST IN PEACE)AND IT STRIKES A NERVE-
NOW I'M THINKING ABOUT THE PAIN HE AND
I SHARE OF LOSING NOT JUST A LOVED ONE-
A SIBLING.I READ THAT THE DEATH OF A SIBLING
IS THE HARDEST,EVEN HARDER THAN LOSING A
PARENT.
I WENT THROUGH LIFE FOR MONTHS THINKING,WISHING,PRAYING THAT I
WAS JUST HAVING A BAD DREAM THAT
MY LIFE WASN'T REAL-NOT SLEEPING,
SCARED TO SLEEP BUT WANTING TO WAKE UP
FROM THIS HORRIBLE DREAM.
BUT I THINK THATS WHAT KEPT ME GOING
NOW AS I AM SLOWLY SNAPPING BACK INTO REALITY
I FEEL IT WAS WAY OVERDUE TO LET THAT SH*T
OUT.I WAS TOO BUSY TRYING TO BE STRONG FOR
EVERYONE ELSE,NOT REALLY FULLY ACCEPTING
THIS I NEVER GAVE MYSELF ANYTIME TO GRIEVE.
BUT THAT ALL CHANGED AFTER I READ THAT BEAUTIFUL
BLOG BY EVIL TONGUE.
WELL I'VE CRIED PROBABLY WILL CRY AGAIN...BUT ALL I KNOW IS I FEEL ALITTLE BETTER.I CAN TRY TO GET
SOME STUDYING DONE...IF I CAN EVER GET OFF FUBAR:)
THANKS EVIL TONGUE FOR YOUR BLOG:)
