I never thought that you could meet someone online and develop feelings for them without at least meeting the person first, but apparently anything is possible. The first day I joined this site, this guy named Tony happened to "welcome" me to what was then LostCherry. I was new to it so I started talking to him and trying to figure the site out. We exchanged screen names, started talking, and soon phone numbers too. We talked every day, for hours at a time. It felt like I had just *always* known him. Everything felt natural when I was talking to him and conversation came easy. He always had something to make me smile or laugh. He cared so much about how I felt and always wanted to know what was on my mind. I never had a guy really care that much about my feelings.. I've had my run in with plenty of what I refer to as "typical men" because I find that most men have one thing in mind: sex. And as soon as they get that, they don't really care about the way the girl feels, or what she's thinking, how she spent her day, the things going on in her life. Guys just don't take the time to care about those things, or even ask.
With Tony, he always seems to care about the little things. I like the way he makes me feel, the conversations we have are amazing. No one has ever made me feel so content with life... so happy to wake up each and every day. I wake up every day looking forward to his early morning phone calls, and the 3 minute phone calls before I have to run off to work. He makes me feel beautiful and that I am worth something, and no one has ever really done that before.
And to think that I've never even met this guy.
It's so amazing how one person can completely change your world and make you feel like this. He is so amazing and I can't wait to see whats in store in the future...
I mean honestly, I would be lost with this guy in my life. I want him to know how much he means to me and how much I care about him. He's nothing short of amazing.
Honey, you're everything I've always dreamed of finding in a man, and so much more! and I hope you know how much I care about you! :) *muah*
