yesterday i went to see my boyfriend with who'm i have a relationship for 3 years now..to tell him that it is over between us..not knowing how..without blaming eachother what we did wrong..all the love we have put in eachother, in the relationship..it wasn't good enough..we have tried so hard to make it work..leaving ourselfes behind..not in a healthy way..so much did we care..but the distance between us was too far away..physically and mentally..it had to end and i feel that i have lost the best friend i ever had..hoping that he still can be in an other way..but afraid that i lost him forever..still loving him..and still sad about it..
