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So i sit here and leanred earlyer that my gf of 3 months that i have fallen in love with for God knows why is going away 2 a 4 year college she got accepted 2 day and its like 2 hours away i mean its not a long way away but its jus 5 months away till she moves and starts and im worryed that our relationship will work with the distants and her studying and me working and then going 2 college myself for 2 years this Aug. so i donno whats going 2 happen anyone what 2 comment on this and give me advise would be great help if u would :d so anyhow im out later guys and girls

Just wanted 2 write so many things are so unknown 2 us as humans the weird thing is that the point of pain that we feel we think we are in love and the fact of it is that its not love its pain simple as hell people seems 2 always try and think there is a reason for everything in this world im one of the few that think out of the box i mean i been thru alot and i dont talk about and i done alot of things that im not proud of and all but people give up so easyly and say they done this because of that and blaa blaa i mean why cant they jus admite i FUCKED UP!!! its simple and reason why i dont c eye 2 eye with people alot because of the way i do c things i can say that all i been thru has helped me i mean with all the people i have ever met and talked 2 each one sees the world in a diff way and it helps me add 2 my out look on the world...so many try so hard a fail and seem to never pick them selfs up anymore and jus set there goals lower and lower as they fail but people need 2 realise that its not going 2 be easy and 2 never give up on there goals and jus set them higher and higher people are as strong as there mind and body will let them but that minds are a muscle that only gets stronger the more and more u use it so people use it become more than u are .................haha i have no clue where all these shit came from so

How can i show her the love i have for her in my heart, the trust i have, the faith, how in this small world would i get ever so lucky as 2 call her mine. In the Past i used 2 the think LOVE was a 4 letter word for FUCKING STUPID and at times i still do because the one person that u truly love can bring u 2 your knees crying asking why but at the same time can have u so happy jus because they feel the same way so how can i so u the love that i have with out hurting in return?? i guess thats the >? ill never have answerd

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The pain of the world crashing around, feeling all spaces and voids in heart so black and cold that u stop and wonder what happened 2 the real person that used 2 be there on the inside wondering why did they change so much in the world full of hate and pain why??? i used 2 think that the pain of this world would make me end my own life then it was time 2 fight or give up and let it take me over so many people in this world come to the same reasoning and have desided 2 end the pain and suffing thinking and wondering why there life is so bad im sry but there is much worst out there and i realised this a long time ago thru pain and heart break... so in this anyone who reads this please realise that no matter whats happening there is always somebody there and thats God!!!!

Well once Again im sitting here wondering what is 2 come and the pain and happyness the pass has brought be in this lil world that we all call life... then things go from bad 2 worst 2 the point of screaming and wishing 2 give up in all this lil life we have.................................Ever feel that way???????