A Man Is No One's blog: "Rants"

Its been a very long time since I went on a rant. Enjoy :P

I hate what Fubar has become sometimes. Rate this, comment that, bomb me, blah blah fucking blah. I admit I get as caught up in the game as anyone else, but I at least have the decency to help others when they ask...until recently. Add my friend, they need demon family adds, ok I did that. Vote on my mumm, ok I did that. I rate, I fan, I do this, I do that, all because people ask and me being a nice guy I try to help.

So I need referals so I can level soon. I have have a great idea, I'll ask my "friends" to help. Shouldn't be a big deal after all the help I gave everyone. Guess how much help I got. Let's just say that if help was oxygen I'd have suffocated quickly.

So I hope you all forgive me if me future help is, shall we say, selective. There are those I help and do things for because I want to, not because it is asked for, but because they are important to me. And there are those that I help because they have found it in their heart to help me as well. Both lists are quite small.

As I read back over this I sound like an asshole, but ya know what, I don't care. I'm tired of being used. I bend over backwards sometimes for people I barely know because that's just the kind of person i am. Once in a while it'd be nice to be appreciated for that, but I won't be a constant "vending machine" for everyone that wants something and doesn't feel like giving back.

Ok, I'm going to stop here before I really start venting lol :P