hey all. been a while i know. Life's been busy and full of a ton of fucking surprises. It's a bit mind boggeling to look back now and see where life has gone. I can't believe that i've found my soulmate and it's NOT harold. i'm not even sure now that if you had asked me a few months ago when we were together that i would have been able to give you a definite answer as to believing him to be my soulmate. See, isn't hindsite always fucking 20/20??? I wish that i could have known then what i know now .. .. make some things a lot fucking easier! but none of that is in the here or now at all. Fuck . . .a lot of things are i wish i knew that i now know. oh well, c'est la vie and ce le gare. can't dwell on the past and still expect to move on with the future. it's one or the other right? of course right! okay, off for the day to work.
untill next time, good moshpitting to all!
