so i passed my exams today!!! YAY FOR ME!!! lol. i was really doutin myself there for a min. but i pulled threw. i got tonight off work so im thinkin i might go out and hang out with some friends i aint seen in like 3 months thats in town for the night. but i donno if i wanna put up with the drama down town. lol. thats bad! but this is a lil town and everyone knows everyone and their bizness. thats just how it works i geuss. as long as ive lived here ive always tried to just keep to myself. and havein a past like i do with hatein everyone around here... they kinda stay clear of me anyways. not that i care, cuz i really would rather them just do so. i hate this town and dont like many of the people in it. rest my mommas soul but ill always be mad at her for makein me move here. shane asked me the oddest thing this morning on the way to school. he asked me if people really go to heaven when they die. WHAT?!?! i mean really... how do u answer that question to a 6 yr old lil boy? exspecially when u dont belive it urself. ya know? i just told him that would be something hed have to figure out in life himself. he kinda looked at me like i was outta control or something. lol. he does that alot thou. i think he thinks that imma werid-o sometimes. but he knows that i love him and as werid as it sounds... my 6 yr old son is my bestest friend. lol. welp, i gotta go cash my check grab something for grub and head out to get my lil man from school. we have xmas shoppin to get done tonight. seems how this is the only night imma have off from work and that he dont have something school wise to do for awhile. *sighs* just another day in lala land around here. lol.
