BARFLY AKA NOBODY's blog: "Enough is enogh "

How can i ever really go home when my brothers in arms have given their lives to save my live? When all i have is memories of dead friends now ? People tell me not to live in the past but what do you do when that's all you have left? When most days i wake up and wonder why im still alive? I'm told i should settle down and start a family? But at my age who would want me and most women around my age already have a family and younger women just don't want an old man like me. Besides i have tried twice and they both were killed so some higher powers telling me that i am meant to walk through live alone. SO alone i will walk i guess and alone i shell die as i have done my entire life. I will keep protecting people from from the evil in the world until the evil kills me i guess and i shell walk alone with my brother's here on earth until i go to heave or hell it matters not witch one i go to for i have brother's in both.