I've always wondered why you feel lonely even when your not alone.I mean i have family around.Is it your mind playing tricks on you. So much has changed in mylife in the past several months. Everything for the better, but yesterday i hit rock bottom and feeling a bit lonely and lost. So now i'm having to pull myself back up on my feet, which i have done before. I don't think very many people know me and how much of a strong person and determined person i am. I don't know the words "give up", they are not in my vocabulary. I have no idea why i'm writing this, but to get this off my mind. I'm starting my life fresh,a new start. I can be myself and enjoy life. I know life is a bumpy road.Also I am very much in love with a wonderful man, who means everything to me and who i would never hurt. I never thought a man like him would fall for me. He means so much to me that i don't have enough time or space to type, how i feel about him. But i can say that i'm very lucky to have him in mylife and i love him truely and deeply.
