Im just a los for words, its like having a knife dug into your skin and twisted like a screw,
its very painful, and i feel like shit barrely any sleep at all,
oh how i miss her so much.
its slowly killing me inside to know that she wants to be with me but she doesnt want a boy friend.....
i havent told her that i love her, and now i dontk now if i ever could say it.
i just wish that this was never the way it was supost to have been.
I blame myself for being sooo attached.
